I really, really don't like being unemployed. I feel guilty just for reading instead of looking for work, frustrated and overwhelmed when browsing online, and sort of silly if I scan windows for "Help Wanted" signs while driving. And of course, whiny for complaining to Livejournal because My Life is Hard. Again. I don't know. I just want to be productive beyond, say, doing dishes or mowing the lawn, or running (which, ps, I haven't been quite on schedule with because there's been so much effing rain lately). Whatever. I just need to stop playing the victim, fight the economy, get a job, reach out, fix whatever's broken, run the race, get certified, and get over myself.
As the man says, You're on earth! There's no cure for that.
As the man says, You're on earth! There's no cure for that.
Current Mood:
pessimistic
Current Music: "Keep The Car Running" The Arcade Fire
Take me out tonight